Introduction
The poem explores the nostalgic reflection on poet’s native homeland Australia and his journey on self identity. The poem vividly uses the natural surroundings in the form of a memory and the recollections adds an element of nostalgia that gives the time space. It is the poet’s quest on remembering his native land, the past colonialism and the post-colonial world. Critically, the poet goes to the colonial and the post-colonial world in search of his own roots and the journey towards the unchanging identity.
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“Through all those years keeping the present
open to the light of just this moment:
that was the path we found, you might call it
a promise, that starting out among blazed trunks
the track would not lead nowhere, that being set
down here among wild lemons, our bodies were
expected at an occasion up ahead
that would not take place without us”.
These lines convey a sense of memory and a reception that flows the time space of present and the past. The speaker is nostalgic in these lines recalling back throughout these “years” in the present while keeping the past in consideration. The pronouns “you” and “us” or “our” are a reflection of time past and time present or the past identity and the present identity which is being carried together. He states that it is this moment or an epiphany to recall back his own native land. The “wild lemons” symbolises his own native land Australia. It is the “path” as the speaker assumes that he visualises and the “promise” to return. It started out from the barks stem of a tree leading to “nowhere” but the purpose and an anticipation of the future ahead of them cannot exist without them. The plurality is used because the identity of past and present are being pulled together to the future. Critically, the speaker seems to attach the old memories and tag along in the present to the future where the future can only exist if the past and the present is tagged along. Perhaps, the speaker is in a position where he wants the colonial history from past and the post-colonial world to be known and never diminished even in the future world of Australia.
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“One proof was the tough-skinned fruit among their thorns; someone had been there before us
and planted these, their sunlight to be sliced
for drinks (they had adapted
in their own way and to other ends); another
was the warmth of our island, sitting still
in its bay, at midnight humming
and rising to its own concerns, but back,
heat-struck, lapped by clean ocean waters
at dawn”.
These lines recollects the past history of Australia. The initial lines gives a factual description of Aborigines, the natives who lived before the white settlers came to Australia. The “tough-skinned fruit” implies the Aborigines and they lived in their “thorns” means the brutality and the impact of colonialism. The speaker opines in his memory of Australia that these natives settled here before the white ancestors arrived to Australia. These natives planted the Australian identity before even the white settlers call themselves Australians. The image of “sunlight” is compared to the lemons because of its colour and it reflects the cultural identity of natives who are the original inhabitants of Australia with their identity to be acknowledged as the speaker states. The parenthesis suggest that these natives have adapted themselves to live with the current trends and to the “other ends” meaning the post-colonial world or perhaps the immigrants who settled in different countries. The speaker sits near the river water bay of Australia and listening to the humming sound at night meditating upon his own roots and returning back to his own native land surrounded by clean waters visible at dawn.
Lines
“The present is always
with us, always open. Though to what, out there
in the dark we are making for as seven o’clock
strikes, the gin goes down and starlings
gather, who can tell? Compacts made
of silence, as a flute tempts out a few
reluctant stars to walk over the water”.
These lines expresses the present moment where the post-Independent Australia thrives and is “always open” meaning that it is independent, free and there is a freedom, perhaps an implication towards colonial liberation as well. However, there’s a sense of uncertainty about what lies ahead in the darkness as the clock strikes seven and the evening unfolds. The mention of “gin going down and starlings gathering” creates an atmosphere of anticipation and mystery. It is as if there are unspoken agreements and connections in the silence, like a flute enticing stars to walk on water. The imagery in these lines evokes a sense of wonder and the unknown, highlighting the beauty and unpredictability of life’s journey.
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“I lie down
in different weather now though the same body,
which is where that rough track led. Our sleep
is continuous with the dark, or that portion of it
that is this day’s night; the body
tags along as promised to see what goes”.
These lines touch upon the concept of self and identity. The speaker reflects on lying down in “different weather” while inhabiting the “same body”. It suggests that despite the changing external circumstances or changing world views , his sense of self remains constant. Perhaps, it is his sense of self identity which remains constant as the passage of time. It could also suggest the sexual politics at play where his sexuality perhaps the homosexual identity remains a part of him in his “same body” while the world views have changed significantly. The stark similitude to the world of nature gives a political and radical opinion because the world of nature remains constant despite the time progresses rapidly. It could highlight that the homosexual tendency he feels inside is natural and it is the radical sexual politics that he interpolates perhaps to battle his ambivalent relationship with his own self identity. The mention of the “rough track” and the body tagging along signifies his own struggle with his homosexual identity that cannot be detached from his body. It also implies the continuous exploration of life as if the body is committed to experiencing and observing what unfolds. It’s like the identity is intertwined with the journey a person embark on, adapting to different situations while maintaining a sense of continuity. It is in this lines the speaker journey of self identity and discovery unfolds where his identity maintains a sense of continuity objectified in his body.
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“What goes is time, and clouds melting into
tomorrow of our breath, a scent of lemons
run wild in another country, but smelling always of themselves”.
These lines describe the passage of time and the continuity of identity in a poetic way. It suggests that what goes is time itself, as it moves forward and brings about change. The mention of “clouds melting into the tomorrow of our breath” symbolizes the fleeting nature of moments and the future anticipation of what it can offer next. The “scent of lemons” implies the self identity and “ in another country” represents the essence of experiences that may be different from one’s own yet they still retain their inherent qualities. This conveys the idea that while time may bring new experiences and environments one’s identity remains rooted in who one is , always carrying a sense of self with one. It is a reminder that even as time moves on, our core identity remains unchanged.